Moving
past 'Vampire Cult'
Heather
Wendorf-Kelly was cleared in her parents' 1996 murder in Eustis. Now married and
living out of state, she reflects on a tragic time.
Christine
Dellert | Sentinel Staff Writer
Posted December 17, 2006
She
was called a killer. A gothic vampire. An awkward 15-year-old who fell in with
the wrong crowd.
Today,
at 25, Heather Wendorf-Kelly isn't out to change minds. She's just trying to move
her life forward and give the scars of her past time to heal.
A
decade after her parents' brutal murder inside their Eustis home, Heather says
she wished she had known how to stop the 16-year-old boy who fatally beat the
couple -- and captured the nation's morbid curiosity with the "Vampire Cult
Killings."
"I
regret that I was paralyzed with fear," she said in her first interview with
the Orlando Sentinel in more than eight years. "You can't really anticipate
what you're going to do and how you're going to deal with the situation if you've
never been in anything like that before."
On
Thanksgiving Day 1996, Heather was arrested with teen "vampire" Rod
Ferrell -- and three other cult followers -- and charged with bludgeoning Richard
and Ruth Wendorf to death.
Ten
years ago today, a grand jury refused to indict her in the slayings. She remained
in detention, however, and was not officially cleared until Jan. 28, 1997.
She
was vindicated, or so she thought.
In
a faint Southern twang, Heather talks about her new life in North Carolina. About
learning to sculpt at art school. And about marrying a local theater and film
director last year.
She
said she doesn't harbor grudges against modern-day vampires, though she thinks
her case -- she calls it a "legend" -- has generated a cult following
of its own.
"It
was mind-boggling to me how big it was," she said.
'He
was charming'
Heather's
voice quivers a bit when she recalls details surrounding the killings that have
since been made into a low-budget film, several true-crime books and a TV docudrama.
Back
then, she was a Eustis High sophomore with stringy auburn hair who tied a Barbie
doll on a noose to her backpack.
She
met Ferrell at school, a year before the Eustis High dropout moved to Murray,
Ky. With long black hair and a matching trench coat, Ferrell claimed he could
suck human blood and live forever.
"When
I first met him, he was not like a lot of the other kids," she said. "He
seemed older just because of how he spoke, how intelligent he was.
"He
was charming. . . . He could tell a lie like it was the truth."
Ferrell,
then 16, was later given a life sentence for fatally beating Richard Wendorf,
a 49-year-old manager at Crown Cork & Seal in Winter Garden, and his wife,
Ruth, 54, a volunteer at Eustis High.
Several
days before Thanksgiving, Ferrell drove from Kentucky to Eustis with a carload
of teenage vampire groupies to meet up with Heather.
"Part
of it was just a game to me," she said about the "vampires" and
their "crossing-over" rituals during which the teens drank one another's
blood.
"I
didn't take a whole lot of it seriously," she said. "It was something
to have, something special in your life that you felt secret about."
Sister
found bodies
Heather
wasn't there on the night of Nov. 25, 1996, when Ferrell and Howard Scott Anderson,
16, entered the Wendorfs' Greentree Lane home through the garage.
Anderson
later told detectives he couldn't kill Ruth Wendorf as planned. Instead, Ferrell
beat Richard Wendorf, asleep on the couch, and repeatedly clubbed Ruth with a
crowbar when she threw hot coffee on him.
The
Wendorfs' bloodied bodies were found when Heather's 17-year-old sister, Jennifer,
returned home from work.
Heather
didn't know about their deaths until later -- when she was on the way to New Orleans
with Ferrell and his friends in the dead couple's Ford Explorer.
"I
just wish I knew exactly what I could have done and did it," she says. "You're
just second-guessing yourself and paralyzed with fear by the whole thing."
Three
days later, detectives caught the teens in Baton Rouge, La.
In
the following months, all the teenagers involved -- except Heather -- pleaded
guilty to some role in the killings.
Ferrell
pleaded guilty to murder and was initially sentenced to death. But because of
his age, he later was given a life sentence.
Anderson,
now 26, pleaded guilty to being a principal to first-degree murder and also is
serving a life sentence.
Two
other girls, who knew about the murder plot but didn't aid Ferrell, were convicted
of being principals to third-degree murder, armed burglary and principals to armed
robbery. Dana Cooper, now 29, is slated to be released from a Florida Panhandle
prison in 2012. Charity Keesee, now 26, was released in March but couldn't be
reached.
Denies
hating parents
Although
she was cleared of any wrongdoing in the slayings, the tragedy alienated Heather
from her friends and family.
"It's
hard not to feel guilty when every news station in America is telling you you're
guilty," she says.
Ferrell
told detectives and the media that Heather hated her parents and wanted him to
kill them.
A
decade later, she still denies it.
"Most
of my childhood was just perfect," she says. "I'll always have that
to build upon."
As
a little girl, Heather watched her mother draw and "took after her."
Before and after Ruth's death, going to art school was Heather's "golden
shining" dream, she said.
When
she started high school, she favored purple hair and black fishnet stockings.
And becoming a vampire seemed like a cool thing to do.
In
the months leading up to the killings, Heather's grades dropped, said Al Gussler,
a Lake County sheriff's detective who was the lead investigator in the case. "She
started having problems in school," he said.
He
remembers interviewing Heather days after her parents were killed.
"Just
how many vampires are in Eustis?" he asked.
"And
she just sat back and folded her arms and said, 'You'd be surprised.' "
Moved
out of state
Heather
lived with Lake County foster parents after the killings.
"I
had to keep some distance from my family so everyone could heal," she said.
"I don't think there was any animosity, just avoidance."
At
17, she escaped the small town where everyone knew -- and judged -- her and attended
a summer art program at the North Carolina School of the Arts.
She
went by the nickname Xoey in hopes she wouldn't be recognized.
"Not
a whole lot of people [at the school] knew," she says. "Sometimes people
would get clever and figure things out."
Her
future husband, Dan Kelly, was one of the first people Heather told.
It
was surprisingly easy divulging her secret after a couple of weeks, she says.
"I
was straight up about it, really," she says, and remembers blurting out the
story at his house one night.
"There's
some people you get closer and closer to, and it's just not right not telling
them," she says.
Kelly
says his wife doesn't live in fear of being recognized or taunted.
"There
are some people who have less-favorable opinions," he says.
Heather
doesn't spend time searching for all the "Vampire Killings" stories
that still spread. She did, however, edit her own Wikipedia.org entry on the Internet
because it spouted lies, she says.
Heather
is working on her sculptures and sketches and hopes to finish art school next
year. She acts in community theater near her home in central North Carolina and
jokes about all the therapy she has had.
"It's
really about me learning," she says of her life now.
Someday,
Heather says, she'll tell her story to the children she hopes to have.
Some
things about Heather haven't changed much in 10 years.
"I
don't have anything against goth," she says. "I still wear black sometimes.
It's not like I'm happy sunshine girl."
As
for the rest of her family, Heather says she broke their silence with a Christmas
card. A letter to relatives in 2002 described what she had been doing during the
past years. And in the months before her grandmother died, Heather got a response.
"She
called up, and we didn't talk about it; we just said, 'I'm sorry,' " she
says.
Heather
attended her grandmother's funeral in 2003 and saw the rest of the family.
"It
was weird because it's a funeral, so you're sad," she says. "But it
was weird because it was a family reunion."
She's
expecting another family reunion at Christmas, when she will stay with her sister
who still lives in Lake County. Heather says that despite the trauma of the killings,
she and Jennifer have remained close. Other people she hasn't seen in years simply
remember her face.
"I
can go to Lake County and get people turning their heads," she says. "They
definitely recognize me."